I really didn’t do anything today. I cleaned my fish tank, which had gotten so green you couldn’t see the fish. Then I got pouty and irritated because my mom wouldn’t take me to go and buy a new tank. The tank I have now is a gallon. It barely houses my goldfish. I was going to pay for a new (probably 10 gallon) tank, but she wouldn’t take me to the store. Sure, she’ll take my sister to go look at chameleons which we don’t have any place for, but she won’t take me to get a fish tank that will actually be used and won’t die after two days. It didn’t even bother me so much that she wouldn’t take me, it was the fact that she said “if you had your license you could just go get it yourself.” It’s like, every other flippin teenager is dying to get their license so they can go out to parties and go drinking and having sex and whatever else teenagers do, and I’M sitting here like a good child not breaking the law and you WANT me to be out doing those things?! And it pisses me off even more because the minute I get my license she’ll say “you can’t go driving until you get your grades up. If she actually does say that to me, I’ll come freaking unGLUED.
On a happier note, my neighbors came back today. They really are horrible, those neighbors of mine. They actually paid me for getting their mail. TEN dollars, just for getting two days worth of mail. I was like “well since you’re payin’ I also weeded the hill for you too!” S started laughing and said “shit” and then F said “YOU gotta pay him for that one.” I didn’t actually want any money for it. And I feel bad for taking it. It was just a little bit of weeding. I enjoyed doing it. I tried to bargin with them and asked F if he could fix my necklace. Of course, I had to go inside to do it, so they trapped me and forced the $20 on me. *grumbles* Rotten, mean old neighbors. Making me take their money. So I decided that since they were going to pay me so much, I might as well bake them something.
My mom had to help me though, because as you know I’m a terrible cook. I freak out over little things, and then end up missing big things up anyway. I made them some banana bread, since we had five over ripe bananas sitting in our kitchen. I made them a 3 banana loaf, and then made my house a 2 banana loaf. It was 9 o’clock by the time theirs was ready, but I ran it over to them anyway, just because it was still hot from the oven. They were both in their bathrobes, haha. S was shocked to find that it was warm. Hopefully they like it.
Random creepy thing. My mom was going around the house looking for towels to put in the laundry. She shouted down the hallway and asked if I had any in my room. Right as she got to my sisters previous room (and right as she finished asking the question) the door swung open. She walked inside and found a towel hanging on the back of the door. It was “interesting” to say the least. And then later, while I was home alone, I was in the kitchen and Buttercup was at the top of my stair, so that the garage door was in between us. All of the sudden, I heard the doorknob jiggle like someone was trying to open the door. At first I didn’t know what the sound was. I looked at Buttercup like “what did you do” and she looked back at me with the same expression. I wasn’t worried about anyone getting in (I didn’t even consider it actually) I knew it was the same… entity or whatever that had opened the door for my mom. That door is always locked though, so it wasn’t opened. It was just odd that we have a new ghost or whatever that likes to open doors. I find it a little annoying that they all enjoy acting up around me though.
While taking a quick “tour” of the yard, I found that my cat had climbed to the same place that lily was in the last picture I have of her. She was such a spaz while she was up there. She grabbed onto the braches and started acting like she was going to roll herself while she was up there. She almost fell several times. I got some good pictures of her though.
Goofy cat. Sorry about the bad lighting. She was being a weirdo while I was standing underneath her though, so I had to get a picture. She kept trying to grab me while attempting to roll over and remain on the tree at the same time. She’s a little bizarre. Fits in perfectly with my family, haha.
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Cool cat! 🙂
Don’t worry about people pressuring you to get your license. It probably makes you want to even less. I didn’t get my driver’s license until I was 17 and in the Army! I lived off base and for the first couple of months I had to hitchhike to work because I didn’t have a car or a license.
I’ve felt the presence of other beings around me all the time since I was 14 or so. I feel them in my house a lot and most of my friends have said they’ve seen or felt things (ghostly like) but I’ve never seen them. Only felt them. I can cast out the ones I don’t feel good about too. One time my bff felt like she was being attacked by an evil spirit and I sent my Spirit Guides (or Guardian Angels or whatever they are) to help her and she said she could see a huge battle between the demon and man and woman, the man with a flaming sword, in her mind, and then the demon was gone. Later that night I felt it attack me when I was asleep and I cast it out. Every spirit I’ve ever encountered until that one was easy to cast out but this one took every ounce of willpower I could muster and I still wasn’t completely sure I got rid of it.
Ok, maybe I’m just crazy but it sounds like you’ve got actual proof of ghosts 🙂
One day a friend asked me if I could talk to my spirits because they were making her afraid whenever she went in the basement. So I talked to them and this phrase, that I felt was from them, popped into my mind: “She’s only afraid of us because she’s not used to having people without bodies around”. I like them. They keep me company. 🙂
Lol, she’s a bit of a spaz.
It really is. Every time someone says “go get your license” they might as well be shoving me in the opposite direction. Get me a bicycle or a moped. I’d be fine with either of those!
Wow. I’ve never had anything that serious happened before, luckily. That sounds waaayyy intense.
Lol, I usually don’t mind them either. It’s just when they stand in my room, waiting. I can’t ever concentrate when they do that. So I make them leave. I should probably try and help them, but we get so many ghosts through here, helping them all would seriously drain me.
Not until next year, which is why I haven;t mentioned it yet. I seriously cannot stand living in the desert anymore. so I’ve begun making plans to leave exactly ten days after my 18th birthday. My aunt has already told me many times that if i leave at 18 she won’t try to make me come home. If i get a job over the summer, plus work the cafeteria during the school year, i can save up enough for a one way plane ticket to Kansas, a month’s rent and utilities, and still have enough left over for food, basic furniture, and the like. Just me and my cat. The only issue I’m finding is how to get to the airport and on the plane without anyone noticing. Cuz i can’t drive, and i honestly see no real need to. walking is a perfectly fine alternative, and if all else fails, i have a scooter. I’ll still be blogging, and face booking, so unfortunately you all aren’t getting rid of me that easily. Lol…
I think the heat and the lack of plant life would drive me insane. I’d say you should move up here, but the serious lack of sun and constant rain would have you depressed in about 2 days.
Why Kansas? Of all the places you could go, Kansas was what you picked? I’d totally be your roommate, if we lived closer. Driving is soooo annoying! There really isn’t a need! We evolved legs for a reason you know. They aren’t just for wearing jeans; they’re actually meant to take you places. Sometimes I think about just packing up my backpack, and going for a walk. I don’t know where I’d go, but I’d love to just walk and see where I’d end up.
Don’t they have buses in the desert? You could take that to the airport.
I live way out where it has just started being developed, so my only real option is a taxi, which will cost major bucks. And i did actually think Washington first, because i love that kind of weather, but it’d cost too much. And if we were roommates, life would be… just about perfect. Seeing as you are gay, and i have no plans on turning into a man who is also gay anytime soon, there’d be no awkward ‘well they live together… are they dating?’ stuff that people like to do. there’d be no boring dude stuff either, like football, or *shudder* car talk. you’d bring your dogs and cat, of course, and i’d have my cat. I’d be in charge of cooking and cleaning, and you’d be in charge of yard maintenance and making me clean. And trust me, that is just as difficult as the actual cleaning! Lol… And i could watch glee as much as i wanted, without being told to switch over to lost every 5 minutes! but alas, tis not to be. unless you feel like moving to kansas? i find nothing wrong with tht scenario. (less rent!)
Oh how odd. There are only a few places that aren’t accessable by bus or train here, so that’s different yet cool at the same time. I’d love to live somewhere off the beaten path like that.
Umm… isn’t Kansas kind of tornado country? Yea I’m not a fan of tornados. Earthquakes I’m fine with, but tornados tend to rip up everything out of the ground, which isn’t cool. But if we did live together, our house would be POPPIN! Color coordinated to the highest level. Shoot, I’m like totally designing the whole damn place now. hahaha. And don’t even get me started on the yard. I’m ok with doing some cleaning, I just refuse to do dishes. Me and dishes have some problems. I’ll vacuum, sweep, do the laundry, whatever. I will not do the dishes. I’ve only done the dishes maybe a dozen times since we moved here, haha. Oh and the Glee we could watch! People at my house still don’t understand that when Glee is on, it’s time to shut the hell up. Don’t talk, don’t text, don’t even breathe loudly; my show is on.
It’s interesting how you keep mentioning ghosts because at one point I’m convinced there was a demon in my room that was mad at me. At first I thought I was just paranoid ’cause I’d been watching a lot of ghost shows lately, and I always felt like something was standing under my ceiling fan looking at me. It wasn’t angry, but it was curious. Then one night I wake up at around 2 in the morning and I feel a pair of eyes boring into my back like it was pissed at me. That’s when I started drawing these weird eyes on all of my assignments. If I zoned out for two seconds they’d appear on whatever was in front of me at the time, be it a paper or a desk. I told my friend and she said to say “I’m sorry” every time I felt it, and after a few days I didn’t feel anything watching me anymore. It was so strange. Maybe you should try that.
Interesting. It’s odd how spirits work. Why do they do the things they do?
I usually don’t talk with them, unless they’re really bugging me. Did you ever find out why he was mad?
I love your cat, Willow. So sweet. My cat was chirping at birds this morning. Yes, chirping. Cuz he’s odd. Which is why on april 14th next year me and my one sane cat are leaving. I can’t stand the desert anymore. I just can’t. I’ve already picked my new home. Lil’ ol’ Wichita, Kansas. So beautiful in the pictures i’ve seen. all green, and… plant-y. Ideal.
You’re moving! Why haven’t you covered your blog in posts about it?! Who are you going to stay with, why are you moving, details, details, details!!
Haha, my cat yowls when she wants attention. And when I say yowls, I mean she sounds like she was just hit by a car. Literally.